Today was a rough day. This week has been an emotional week too! 90 days ago, my life was fulfilled. I am so close to the 3 month anniversary of the birth and death of my youngest children. My emotions are all over the place. My motivation this week has been non existant and my excitement for things is simply not there. I am feeling right now like I am floating through life just numb. I think by now, the rawness should have worn off, but it hasn't I've felt more connected lately to the way I felt in the hospital. It has felt so real all over again. I've got a lot of stressful things around me right now, so it is intensifying my anxiety about the twins.
I realize this is probably the shortest blog I've done, but this week, the words just aren't coming to me. I'm feeling overwhelmed, sad, anxious and alone. Some of the people that I assumed would continue to be a support group, haven't been. However, it proves my previous feelings about religion and church, so I shouldn't be suprised, right?
I realize this is probably the shortest blog I've done, but this week, the words just aren't coming to me. I'm feeling overwhelmed, sad, anxious and alone. Some of the people that I assumed would continue to be a support group, haven't been. However, it proves my previous feelings about religion and church, so I shouldn't be suprised, right?
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