To my sweet babies
To my dear sweet Angels,
I guess you know how much I think of you everyday. Every second of every moment you are on my minds, but I am sure you know that. Your sweet faces make me smile. Now days, that's about all that makes me smile.
Ian, When I look at your daddy or your oldest brother Isaac, I see you-In my dreams, I see you so clearly. I didn't get to see your eyes when you were born because you were too young. You were so smart to keep your eyes closed away from this horrible cruel world. But in my dreams, your eyes are the most beautiful Crystal blue. They shine in the sunshine, just like your smile. You got your eyes from your daddy, he has beautiful eyes too! You have such perfect blonde hair with curls-you got the blond from me, but the curls, you got honestly from both of us. You look just like Isaac did when he was tiny like you. In my dreams at night, you are such a laid back spirit just like Isaac. You love to read and you're so inquisitve about small details in life. However, you seem to know no stranger, THAT you get from your brother Caleb. You have such a beautiful heart and soul and I miss you so much everyday. Look after your daddy. His eyes are beautiful like yours, but they are still so full of sadness. Remind daddy how full of love his heart is.
Owen, When I look in the mirror, I see you. When you were born, you were a little more stubborn than Ian and had to make your grand entrance feet first. You were bold just like me. The whole time you were growing inside of me, you were the more stubborn one. You ARE your mothers child. Just like Ian lookd like Isaac, you my son looked like Caleb. In my dreams however, you are complete opposite Caleb. However just like all of my children, you are so unique and special in your perfect way. I see you so much right alongside of me all the time. You are my shadow in all of my dreams and thoughts of you. I had a unique bond with you that I think only a mother of twin sons can feel. I love all of my 4 children in a strangely different and equal way.
Oh my sweet angels, you were both so strong. The Dr. said we would have a matter of moments with you, but you held on for hours. You waited to meet ALL of your family, including your brothers who love you so much. I know you know when I come to see you how hard it is for me to speak to you. This seems to be the easiest way for me. I love seeing you in my dreams. I love hearing seeing that you are ok. Please hold onto my heart as it is forever yours. Keep watch over Isaac and Caleb. Keep your daddy and I strong together.
I love you more than I can express to you.
Mommy
I guess you know how much I think of you everyday. Every second of every moment you are on my minds, but I am sure you know that. Your sweet faces make me smile. Now days, that's about all that makes me smile.
Ian, When I look at your daddy or your oldest brother Isaac, I see you-In my dreams, I see you so clearly. I didn't get to see your eyes when you were born because you were too young. You were so smart to keep your eyes closed away from this horrible cruel world. But in my dreams, your eyes are the most beautiful Crystal blue. They shine in the sunshine, just like your smile. You got your eyes from your daddy, he has beautiful eyes too! You have such perfect blonde hair with curls-you got the blond from me, but the curls, you got honestly from both of us. You look just like Isaac did when he was tiny like you. In my dreams at night, you are such a laid back spirit just like Isaac. You love to read and you're so inquisitve about small details in life. However, you seem to know no stranger, THAT you get from your brother Caleb. You have such a beautiful heart and soul and I miss you so much everyday. Look after your daddy. His eyes are beautiful like yours, but they are still so full of sadness. Remind daddy how full of love his heart is.
Owen, When I look in the mirror, I see you. When you were born, you were a little more stubborn than Ian and had to make your grand entrance feet first. You were bold just like me. The whole time you were growing inside of me, you were the more stubborn one. You ARE your mothers child. Just like Ian lookd like Isaac, you my son looked like Caleb. In my dreams however, you are complete opposite Caleb. However just like all of my children, you are so unique and special in your perfect way. I see you so much right alongside of me all the time. You are my shadow in all of my dreams and thoughts of you. I had a unique bond with you that I think only a mother of twin sons can feel. I love all of my 4 children in a strangely different and equal way.
Oh my sweet angels, you were both so strong. The Dr. said we would have a matter of moments with you, but you held on for hours. You waited to meet ALL of your family, including your brothers who love you so much. I know you know when I come to see you how hard it is for me to speak to you. This seems to be the easiest way for me. I love seeing you in my dreams. I love hearing seeing that you are ok. Please hold onto my heart as it is forever yours. Keep watch over Isaac and Caleb. Keep your daddy and I strong together.
I love you more than I can express to you.
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