**warning-lots of bitterness**
So, tonight is our 10 year high school reunion..Guess who isn't there?? Originally, we decided not to go because the twins were due just a few weeks after the reunion so we knew with twins, they would be early (not QUIT as early as they chose to come) but we knew that we would not feel up to being social if they were already here or just about here. How sad it is that after the twins were born, we still felt that we wouldn't feel like being social yet? I had no desire to spend an uncomfortable evening around people that KNOW about the twins and stumbled over their words as they TRIED to talk to us. I also had no desire to spend the evening around people that know about thw twins but simply don't care. There were only a handful of people that we graduated with that I actually knew well enough to call friends and I still talk to those people-no need to go to a reunion to see other parts of the graduating class I didn't really know.
Much how I feel about church these days-I have no desire to go worship surrounded by people that have no idea how I'm feeling and who obviuosly don't care to know since we've heard not one peep from any of them in MONTHS. I'm not even going to waste time on this subject because it obviously is bothering me. no need to beat the dead horse with this.
On a better note, I did get my mommy time tonight. She came over for dinner & then we all went to Dairy queen. I am looking forward to spending a weekend with her in November on a bus shopping trip to PA. I have a great mommy.
So, tonight is our 10 year high school reunion..Guess who isn't there?? Originally, we decided not to go because the twins were due just a few weeks after the reunion so we knew with twins, they would be early (not QUIT as early as they chose to come) but we knew that we would not feel up to being social if they were already here or just about here. How sad it is that after the twins were born, we still felt that we wouldn't feel like being social yet? I had no desire to spend an uncomfortable evening around people that KNOW about the twins and stumbled over their words as they TRIED to talk to us. I also had no desire to spend the evening around people that know about thw twins but simply don't care. There were only a handful of people that we graduated with that I actually knew well enough to call friends and I still talk to those people-no need to go to a reunion to see other parts of the graduating class I didn't really know.
Much how I feel about church these days-I have no desire to go worship surrounded by people that have no idea how I'm feeling and who obviuosly don't care to know since we've heard not one peep from any of them in MONTHS. I'm not even going to waste time on this subject because it obviously is bothering me. no need to beat the dead horse with this.
On a better note, I did get my mommy time tonight. She came over for dinner & then we all went to Dairy queen. I am looking forward to spending a weekend with her in November on a bus shopping trip to PA. I have a great mommy.
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