I NEEDED this day. Very very much!

After the last 4-5 days of not being able to really do MUCH, I decided today,I was leaving this house. I took the dog for her "spa day" (which she despises by the way-she is NOT my little girl). I took the boys to school, went to grocery shop ALONE and early so it wasn't busy. I went to get my hair done-took 2 hours. Had lunch w/ my bestest friend (Cris) and walked around the mall. Got some baseball stuff for the boys that they needed, spent an hour with my mom @ her office, got the dog, went to the field w/ the boys so they could bat & throw for awhile then home for dinner & now sitting down. It wasn't what I was SUPOSSED to be doing I'm sure, but it was nice none the less to be vertical and OUT of this house for awhile.

I have no doubt in my mind, that I will regret this tomorrow!

 I was thrilled at my appt the other day, that my fantastic doctor took me off of the devil medicine that the ER doctor put me on!

So, for that reason alone, I feel more human. Now that my hair has been done too, I feel more human! I had the girl that does my hair do "whatever" and she did a great job! Beautiful dark red & golden blonde highlights & cut. I like it alot and it makes me feel better-too much money spent, but it made me feel good! Oh well, it's just money right?

I've had some great email correspondance with some of my "new" adult friends. It's funny to say it like that, but I can't describe it any other way. I feel like all that has happened recently, that my feelings towards people have changed. Not that I wasn't before, or didn't feel like an adult before, but now, it just seems that all of the old "stuff" doesn't really matter anymore. The importance of being a good, honest, caring human being is what matters. I'm thankful that my eyes have been opened more to that.

Now, Hold on, because this might SHOCK some of you! It might shock you so much that you will faint, but I urge you-please don't! =)

I found myself reaching for my "praise and worship" CD today! Hillsongs Austrailia "Here I AM to Worship" was the 1st one to pop up on my playlist! Great song. It didn't give me any sense of peace today-because I was feeling better about things in general because of weather and being OUT and getting some one on one time with Cris....but I listened to the entire CD anyway.

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