All that I have left today-is to look @ and remember my beautiful angels. Top to Bottom
Ian Maddox on the right in Blue and Owen Jaxon on the left in green
Casey, they are knit together so perfectly, aren't they? Their precious faces, noses, ears, hands and feet. I know you feel love when you see them. I know your heart, body and soul loves them so much. I know you can remember how much you planned for them, during the 5 months of pregnancy, took care of them, loved them, and loved being their momma. They knew LOVE while they were on this earth. I also know how heartbreaking it is to go on without them. It's not supposed to be this way. I honor you-- for getting out of bed every day, for making a choice to parent and love your two kids here on earth and your husband every day, to go to work every day, and believe me--I know that is hard and has to be a choice day by day. Keep hanging in...day by day --and sometimes I know it's hour by hour. Keep talking about them, sharing them with us, and keep them involved in your everyday life as much as you can. Much love and prayers to you and all your family now and always. <3 Chasity
I'm learning everyday how to use my "sensor" when it comes to blurting out how I feel. Well, I say I am learning how to use it, but somedays it seems that I can't FIND the sensor. I am more or less in this blog expressing MY feelings like I always I do....Pretty uncensored for the most part-so if you're not interested in a little negative irritation-please cease reading! =) I had every reason to have a fantastic weekend-and really, I did have a great one for the most part. We started out working the fall festival @ the boys school which wound up being a HUGE success-more so than I expected. Cris and I put a lot of work into our part of it that I commited to. We had great family helping with the kids, mom came & participated in the festivities by running a booth for Thirty One-my childhood friend came & ran a booth too and I got to spend all day with Cris, doing stuff for the kids. Birthday parties and then off to a "date night" to celebrate my ...
I am feeling VERY frustrated tonight- I am still feeling blessed-mostly by my husband who is constantly my source of positive thinking-Yes, he does sometimes cause me to say bad words and yell loudly-but it is always out of love! =) At the end of the day-there is not 1 person I would rather fall asleep next to-or any other person that I would rather share my entire life with-than him. He is what makes my world go round and round-and can still 11 years later makes me weak @ the knees-Yes, sometimes I am weak in the knees over him because I want to kick him until I can't feel my legs-but hey-that IS marraige, right? =) Kidding of course-He is my world and I love him! No, I am frustrated tonight over things that were SUPOSSED to make our lives better. For those that KNOW us-you know that we took a leap of faith in 2008 and moved to Richmond to "better our lives". Lord-that was a joke- While we DID learn so many unforgettable lessons in our few years there-we were also p...
I have a taken a semi Hiatus from blogging over the last month. Not because I haven’t had plenty to say, but because I’ve had plenty going on that finding the time to sit down & blog has been difficult. First things first-It’s been a ROUGH month! Most of you that know me personally, know that I have been struggling with kidney stones for 3 weeks now. Finally on Wednesday, I had surgery to REMOVE the horrible stone that has been causing me to be in so much pain! Not that having a stent in my kidney/bladder region is a lot better than a stone, but at least we are on the tail end of the misery and there IS an end in sight (I HOPE nothing else goes wrong). Secondly-WE CLOSED on the house in Richmond. We have been dealing with this stress for 3 years now, and it felt GREAT At the beginning of May to kiss that house GOOD BYE! We wish the new owners as much happiness in that house as we had (because we DID love the house). BUT we are glad to no longer be the owners!!!!! Prais...
Casey, they are knit together so perfectly, aren't they? Their precious faces, noses, ears, hands and feet. I know you feel love when you see them. I know your heart, body and soul loves them so much. I know you can remember how much you planned for them, during the 5 months of pregnancy, took care of them, loved them, and loved being their momma. They knew LOVE while they were on this earth. I also know how heartbreaking it is to go on without them. It's not supposed to be this way. I honor you-- for getting out of bed every day, for making a choice to parent and love your two kids here on earth and your husband every day, to go to work every day, and believe me--I know that is hard and has to be a choice day by day. Keep hanging in...day by day --and sometimes I know it's hour by hour. Keep talking about them, sharing them with us, and keep them involved in your everyday life as much as you can. Much love and prayers to you and all your family now and always. <3 Chasity
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