Mothers Day Blessings.

"  Our Family is circle of love & Strength with Every Birth & Every Union the circle grows. Every joy shared adds more love. Every Crisis faced together makes the circle stronger".

This was handwritten by the hand of one of the most beautiful woman I know, and left mysteriously on my door step tonight-for Mothers Day!




This same woman-this morning gave me an alternate way of looking @ this Mothers day-By reminding me that my boys-Ian, Owen & Maddox were blessed in their short lives because they only knew the pure true love of their mother-because they were held by those that loved them during their short lives-all they knew was love.

I have been a horrible friend and a person that least deserves such a wonderful gift today or ANY day. I have been selfish, self absorbed & angry for too long. I am BLESSED by this person, for her love, for her selfless behavior & for her unconditional friendship. We have known each other for more than 12 years, but as we have grown into adulthood, as many things do, friendship change. We were not BEST Friends in school-we were aquantances. BUT, God truly puts those in our paths in the times that we need them. Her timing could not have been more perfect. Her Frienship could not have been more pure. She has given me any time that I've needed to cry, be angry, be short, be bitchy, be sentimental, be happy, be sad, be moody and be ME. God could not have given me a more beautiful mothers day!

Along with this wonderful beautiful gift from the heart of an angel-I had a great day being spoiled by all of the wonderful mommies in my life My mom and mother in law and sister in law did all the cooking/cleaning & kitchen stuff and prepared a beautiful meal for us to share together as a family. I missed my sister being here so much-but it was so nice to be surrounded by my family on a day that was so hard. I am BLESSED by tons of wonderful influences in my life-and my wonderful mommies!

If I can make it to Tuesday & Get this stent out-there will be new beginings in my life!

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