The story in the Testimony
I guess it’s going to have to hurt I guess I’m going to have to cry. Let go of some things I’ve loved To get to the other side I guess it’s going to break me down Like falling when you’re trying to Fly It’s sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life Starts with Good-bye. That is the Chorus to a popular Carrie Underwood song. I have heard it a million times. I even sing along when I hear it. But today, this same song hit me in an entirely different way than it ever has before. I have struggled the last 6 years with my identity. June 23 rd , 2011, my identity was simple. I was a PTA mom, a soccer mom, a baseball mom, a very tired and large pregnant wife waiting to add 2 more lives to our already chaotic lives. June 24 th , 2001….. I lost that identity. I was no longer all of those things. I became a shell. I became this person I didn’...