2017
As the end of another year approaches, it is often the time most reflect on the current year; their lives, their families & their dreams. For parents who have lost children, for adults that have faced divorced, for people young and old that make life changing mistakes or decisions; That time of reflection comes daily, not just as the calendar turns to a brand new year. I will never regret starting this blog. I have gone back and read things 3 and even 4 times when I feel really lonely and when I am missing my boys. I can read the words now and feel the raw emotion and the distress that I shared with the world. The rawness has started to heal & the triggers such as hospital smell, new baby smells, tears…have somewhat faded. There are days I feel guilty that I can’t touch that place in my heart to connect with those emotions. SO many times I want to cry, or I want to feel that anger and rage just for a few minutes, but I just can’t seem to get to that...