July 18, 2016 Sometimes, I could be listening to the radio & a specific song or phrase, with no warning, will leave me drenched in my own tears. I am convinced that most people will just never understand. They will never understand why 80% of the time, I have a look on my face that resembles someone that is completely dead inside. They will never understand the reason I look so tired all the time, is not because I am raising 3 boys by myself, but because I don’t sleep. They will never understand that I don’t sleep because I have night terrors. There are moments where I feel like I am re-living this nightmare again. There are times when I feel like it never even happened and it is just a distant dream. In a very short amount of time between 2011 and 2014….I buried 3 sons. I buried a 12 year marriage after what was left of my heart, shattered into a million more pieces. We officially ended o...
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