Just whats on my mind today...
So, I started this blog 3 years ago. I can’t believe it’s been that long. But, what a roller coaster ride and journey this has been. I started this blog to help myself cope and deal with the emotions related to infant death. More specifically MY infants death. But, it has become so much more for me. It has become a place for me to be emotionally raw, and share my goods and bads with people I know, and some that I don’t. It’s a place for me to show people that you CAN change your outcome in life, even though that was not my intention in starting this page. I remember sitting at the computer the first august night that I wrote, and all I could do was write about the twins birth and death. All I wanted to do was remember and hold on to that anger and bitterness because I wanted EVERYONE ELSE to know that I was miserable and in mental and emotional pain. I told myself I will never get out of this dark hole and I will never be the person I was before. I was right about...