There sure have been a lot of twists and turns in the last 10 years! I have spent some time, going through my old blog posts and reading a lot of the bitterness and anger that is associated with grief, more specifially, associated with my grief. I still despise the saying "everything happens for a reason". While I don't think there is or was a good reason to kiss my angels goodbye-I do appreciate the strength and lessons I have learned along the way. I am thankful for the events that led up to losing the twins, as those things made me stronger and more aware of the important things in life. Those events prepared to the best degree possible to stand strong and to take my lessons like an adult, in whatever manor they are given. I don't understand the point of losing my sons-but I do understand parts of the lesson it was to teach me, and those around me. I've leaned humility, forgiveness, understanding and SOME patience. I'm not a fogiving person It...
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