Life After

I am broken. I deal with things in writing, as I am sure you've figured out by now. I can sit and type for hours and feel a million times better by the end of it. This blog gives me the outlet that I have found so necessary in my healing "process". What is so hard for me right now, is the things going on around me are not things I can vent about in my blog. I must write them personally and not share them. To me, part of this process has been to SHARE. For me, having people read my story and feel this pain I feel in the depths of my heart, has been encouraging to me. I have met some amazing people and have made some friends that I can't even remember what my life was like without them. I have been given so many opportunities to give to the community and to be apart of some others lives as they are going through this horrible journey. Many times, people would tell me " one day you may or may not know a REASON for this loss". I can tell you now, after 17 ...