All that I have left today-is to look @ and remember my beautiful angels. Top to Bottom
Ian Maddox on the right in Blue and Owen Jaxon on the left in green





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  1. AnonymousJune 24, 2012 at 11:42 AM

    Casey, they are knit together so perfectly, aren't they? Their precious faces, noses, ears, hands and feet. I know you feel love when you see them. I know your heart, body and soul loves them so much. I know you can remember how much you planned for them, during the 5 months of pregnancy, took care of them, loved them, and loved being their momma. They knew LOVE while they were on this earth. I also know how heartbreaking it is to go on without them. It's not supposed to be this way. I honor you-- for getting out of bed every day, for making a choice to parent and love your two kids here on earth and your husband every day, to go to work every day, and believe me--I know that is hard and has to be a choice day by day. Keep hanging in...day by day --and sometimes I know it's hour by hour. Keep talking about them, sharing them with us, and keep them involved in your everyday life as much as you can. Much love and prayers to you and all your family now and always. <3 Chasity

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