Waking up to reality
I keep having that dream…. More like a nightmare I guess. It’s hazy in the room, but I can see the silver cage around the round lights above my head. I can hear machines, and I can see people buzzing around me. I can’t quite make out faces or voices, I just hear a lot of chatter. My chest feels like its cracked open and it feels like my heart is sitting right there, out in the open. It just hurts. It’s a pain I can’t describe. Then, as clear as day, the anesthesia doctor is looking down at my face and he says “ I will be right here by your head the whole time, you’re going to be just fine”. I try to nod but I can’t move my head. All of the sudden, a nurse appears to my left and all I can hear her saying is “they will be fine, you will see them back in your room”. The only thing at this point I know for certain is that there are tears running down every inch of my face and I can’t stop it. This is about the time I wake up from this stu...